Zack Hemsey - The Way.mp3

The Way - Zack Hemsey

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December allotted time

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Total for the year in $

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Total for the year in BBs

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Stakes breakdown

You are so disappointed by having wasted another year of your life. Your results were, like every year, terrible money-wise. Yes, you have a pretty-looking graph, but who cares? Since you are staked your share is just a portion of your winnings, you were better off flipping burgers part-time instead of dying in front of a screen playing low-stakes poker. Even cleaning toilets would yield you more without stress. You feel embarrassed once again.

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Every year you promise yourself that it will be different, but every fucking year you continue to do the same shit over and over again, expecting different results. No wonder why your life is still shitty. You have to be fair, you made progress, and it's visible, but the lack of positive feedback clouds everything. What matters if you play every day your sessions, without excuses, at the same time and for the same duration? What matters if you are still stuck and poor as fuck? Instead of feeling proud of yourself, you feel that no matter the struggles, you are fighting a pointless battle.

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Today you went to take a coffee with a friend, and the conversation with him and his peers was, like most of the time, about girls. At a certain point, you wondered how they can so be mentally lightweight to even capable of thinking about girls. Everyone around you was smiling, enjoying the moment, while you were eager to leave because it wasn't the place for you. You felt heavy pressure to do something for your life, to work to have a better one.